Why not take a deep breath, and reset what doesn’t work in life?
Change is an adventure. I’ve re-invented myself a number of times. It’s fun actually, not only in the end, but also along the away even when it’s agitating. I keep what works, and shed the rest. (I have no idea where it goes, but it goes.)
So take several deep breaths. Make sure your footing is firm, and get ready to press, or bang, your reset button.