Places I Write

Here’s where I write. Where do you do it?

I write outside the gates of the women’s prison in the Appalachia Mountains.

I write in the driver’s seat of my rented Ford Fusion in the prison parking lot and I can’t crank the key, not yet, still traumatized by my first return to my first home.

I write behind my eyelids  while prison guards search me everywhere.

I write for my freedom in the Super 8 down the hill from another prison, another state, more states, thousands locked up.

I write off the sweat of my heritage, all those I never met but their scent, their labor,
their losses, their love seeps into and out of me, salty drops on my forehead.

I write under a blood-red moon, its beam carved into the edge of my soul.

I write suspended in air, a trance at dawn in a dream sheet of velvet like a magic carpet until the pad of little girls’ feet on kitchen tile downstairs draws me out because
they’re hungry.

I write for them, my daughters’ future, their femaleness, for their voices to rise unlocked.

9 thoughts on “Places I Write

  1. Denise Sassoon (aka, Squeeze)

    I just discovered you…made my day, my week, my year. I was not born in prison, but spent much of my youth there, and/or nodded out, BUT for the past 24 years, have worked in and outside prisons doing my best to demonstrate there is a way out, that people can change – both to the women and anyone else who is willing to listen. I’ve recently completed a book-”Five to Fifteen: A Woman, A Prison, A Redemption” that began in 1978 while in prison-over 30 years of journals, notes, ramblings, scribblings….aside from my blog, i’m on Facebook, and would be so so so grateful if you would take a look at some of the excerpts, and perhaps guide me, help me, partner with me…anything!!! Clearly, I share your passion for every women who suffers the realities, indignities, and injustices. I trust you won’t find this presumptious, but one must strive to reach the sky.

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  2. Deborah Jiang Stein Post author

    Hi Denise, thanks for your note. Way to go, reaching for the sky. I went to check out your page and the link with your name is broken. Btw, great name, Squeeze.
    I’m on facebook here http://www.facebook.com/deborah.jiang.stein and if you’d like to read more, Huffington Post http://www.huffingtonpost.com/deborah-jiang-stein.
    Enough about me. I’m sure you have stories to tell. Let me know your link and I’ll read your excerpts. Glad to *meet* you.

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      1. Denise aka Squeeze

        So….any suggestions, hints, leads as to finding a home for my book? I do have an agent who is sending it to various publishing companies, but if we had a name, such as yours’ attached….oh, the possibilities. Hoping you don’t regard me/this as presumptious…but more, determination. Thank you.

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